Progress in physics (and random stat updates)
100126:
(a chunk of life just consists of explaining yourself to other people and it sucks until some person comes along to whom you want to explain yourself, today I was not in luck. Sleeping late has become a strong habit, I keep delaying sleep past sensible times despite getting really tired after 1 AM, I fret not, the time I had for leisure is winding up and soon routine will return. I wouldn't say the time was well-spent but it was somewhat sane. Or my standards have changed)
090126:
(what a comprehensive day: I managed to not absolutely butcher it the moment I woke up. Watched some TV, read the newspaper, drank coffee, wrote emails. I'm considering applying for an internship that I won't have time for: I'd like to feel useful and I want to see if I'll get it. Next week I should start shaping some sort of schedule as I exit this period of vacation, I plan to keep it simple this time around. I should get on with the math again, it's been a few days. I'm not looking forward to the decisions I will have to make soon about time commitments, I don't want to take on too much work but I obviously want to do certain things)
080126:
(bored as fuck)
All this was so natural, so normal, so monotonous, it was enough to fill a life, it was life. All the rest - the several Spains, the castles in Spain, was - what? A tepid little lay religion for my benefit? A discreet and seraphic accompaniment to my real life? An alibi?
060126:
(I've done a whole bunch of nothing except it's worse than a whole bunch of nothing. Tomorrow I'll do my anki at the very least so I can later move on to the more difficult problems)
040126:
(7)
030126:
(it's so cold. I haven't finished what I planned to because I don't want to leave the warmth of my blanket. I'm just going to read)
020126: Solved some of the problems. I'll pick up the pace tomorrow, finish this section and the entirety of the next one too. Reminder to self to anki the LinAl part please.
(it's really cold. I miss writing)
010126: Tasks postponed to tomorrow.
(happy new year. This year I'm really going to figure out how to keep my closet organised, it's insane how difficult it can be, I've already got an idea that I'll try out as soon as I have the chance)
311225: Vector calc. Did the reading sections. Tomorrow I'll do the problems.
(changing up the website quite a bit. I'm gonna go back to doing that)
301225:
Vector calc. Finished the section's problems and did anki. Tomorrow I will do the reading for two sections + anki.
(fourth days necessarily suck. That's why they invented the fifth one. The plan is to watch TV until I feel good enough physically to sit down and finish those problems. I also really need to get around to responding to my friends' messages; the year is coming to its end in really shitty ways, I can't afford to get worse, this has to be the bottom, it really does)
291225: Let's not talk about this one.
281225: Vector calculus. At some point I'm going to go back to add the applications sections to my anki, they've been helpful. I finished reading and I'll finish the problems section tomorrow.
(I've gone cold turkey on scrolling and shit (emphasis on the latter), I mostly either read articles or books. The first couple days I did this happened to be very quiet days, all my attention was either on the books or the clock. It's gotten less quiet since then, mentally and externally. It's been pretty easy, I'd like to do some sort of meditation. I might not be able to carve out the time for a run today and I need to get started on the problems, but hopefully I'm watching Tokyo Drift tonight; no run or anything, gorgeous movie, fell in love with the lighting)
271225: Finished the reading, I'm working through the problems today. Tomorrow I'll finish the problems and read up on vector calculus and do my anki.
(received some pretty sucky news. There's nothing I can do except work harder. No run today, maybe tomorrow? Didn't read much today either, the news was just that sucky)
261225: Vector analysis, I'm going to finish the reading section and go over the examples today, solve problems tomorrow
(finally going on a run today after sitting around reading for so many days. The body feels sluggish and craves activity; run was alright, it was great to finally move again. 48)